Let there be light

I'm sitting at my computer now, blogging, obviously. Everything seems so peaceful now. Time really flies. Just 3 hours ago Fong, Daniel, Ryan, Sap, Shyang Zhi, Belle, Lokies and I were having dinner at the hawker center near my house. Only, it wasn't as fun as it would be. No details need to be given right now. Had a walk with Lokies and we just talked, and talked. And going through this valley is tough, but then as we continued to talk, I found myself crying. Not because I was sad, but because I AM convicted by what he spoke. And Jesus said "Come on to the water". So I came. "Walk till you see the shore, your destination, your destiny." said Jesus. So I walked. On the way I saw a boat, and on it was my family, and I asked them "Would you step out of the boat and walk with me?" Further on as I walked I saw, yet again, another boat. In it was my friends, and I asked them "Would you step out of the boat of the boat and walk with me?" And when I reached my destination, there they were, all of them. On the shore with me. As I visualized it, I continued to weep, tears of amazement. I was, again, shown another vision. This time I was walking, in darkness. And in the dark I could not see. I called out to the Lord, but no answer. I continued walking in the dark, and I called out to the Lord again. This time He said, "Here I am." And I cried out, saying "Lord, I can't see in the dark. I don't know If the path I'm taking is the right path. But I feel like I've strayed either all the way to the left, or all the way to the right." So the Lord said, "Hear my voice Ayron. Follow it, and I shall lead you back to the right path." And again, I wept. As Lokies was ministering to me, I found myself drifting into deep slumber. As I slept my mind was a blank. Slipping in and out of consciousness. At one point I even felt that my eyes couldn't open. But that didn't matter. I awoke about half an hour later. And Lokies was still there! Thanks for going the extra mile for me. After crying for what seemed like an eternity and sleeping for half an hour. I felt the peace of God. It was so peaceful. Even as we left the hawker center I could still feel the presence of the Lord. And it is so glorious. I just wanted that moment to go on, and on, and on.

Thanks, Lokies, for being there for me, for your words of encouragement. Words can hardly describe how grateful I am for what you've done for me.

Thank You, God, for being my Abba Father, for Your grace and mercy which is renewed for us each day. Also, thank You for loving me.

Thank You, Jesus, for being dying on the cross for my sins. Thank You for being my Lord and Saviour, and once again, words can't describe how much I thank You.

Holy Spirit, thank You, for being my Guide, my Comforter and my Closest Friend.