Tuesday, December 25, 2007
More grace and mercy than all the world can hold.
He spoke again, to me concerning Psalm 51:7-11
Purge me with hyssop, and I shall be clean;
Wash me, and I shall be whiter than snow.
Make me hear joy and gladness,
That the bones you have broken may rejoice.
Hide Your face from my sins,
And blot out all my iniquities.
Create in me a clean heart, O God,
And renew a steadfast spirit within me.
Do not cast me away from Your presence,
And do not take Your Holy Spirit from me.
As I read the last words of verse 11 He spoke once again to me, and said, "If you then, being evil, know how to give good gifts to your children, how much more will your Father who is in heaven give good things to those that ask of Him?
Therefore My son,
I shall purge you with hyssop,
and you shall be clean.
I shall wash you with the blood of My Son,
and you shall be whiter than snow.
I shall make you hear joy and gladness,
that the bones I have broken may rejoice.
I shall hide my face from your sins,
and blot out all your iniquities.
I shall create in you a clean heart,
that breaks when My heart breaks.
And I shall also give you a steadfast spirit,
that shall not falter even in the face of adversity.
I shall not cast you away from My presence.
And I shall also not take away My Holy Spirit from you."
Monday, December 24, 2007
Christmas. That's why I live.
From the bottom of my heart!
Feliz Navidad! (3X)
Prospero a-noy felizidad!
Merry Christmas to all of you peeps! Christmas, A season to give and forgive. Why? God gave His only Son to us, a fallen race. And through this act of giving He is actually forgiving us for our sins. So truly it is the season to give and to forgive.
A day of joy, hope, peace, giving, receiving (HEHE, alot of presents), forgiving, goodwill to all man, and love. Today my mum came to church, and this truly is an open door for us. she didn't receive Christ yet. But I know she enjoyed pastor's message. She was just repeating what pastor preached to Belle. HAHAHA. And while she has yet to receive Christ, I'm quite happy that she gave positive response about the church. All praise to the Lord! As we continue to pray for her, she will slowly but surely be integrated into the church. This I believe with all my heart. And the latter reign is better than the former. I will share more on why I put this on my blog on Saturday. See you guys on Saturday. Also Pastor preached a very short and simple message today, but It was very good. While he preached, I was searching myself. I'm sorry to all those whom I've misuse, mislead and mistreated. Pastor also preached on cribs. We talk about it in our Christmas stories, we sing about it in our Christmas carols. But it actually means
C rucial
R elationships
I nitiated
B y the
S avior
That's what cribs is actually peeps... And yeah, God has placed many friends in my life. They are really Crucial Relationships Initiated by the Savior. These people are all important to God. If they are important to God, why shouldn't they be important to me? So, people who think others are not important, especially your family and friends... REPENT!!! Turn over a new leaf, look at them in a different light. Remeber the sermon on the mount? We shouldn't be judgemental, for it is only God who is worthy to judge. So dear friends, lets no longer be fair weatherd friends, but stand by our loved ones and friends through Thick and Thin. Amen?
While blogging I'm actually waiting for midnight. It is when I'll start caroling and making noise on my new guitar! ( ^o^ ) To celebrate Jesus' birthday. Happy birthday to You, happy birthday to You HAppy birthday to Jesus! Happy birthday to You!
So until then, I'm Ayron. Keep rawking for Christ our Lord!
Saturday, December 22, 2007
Let there be light
Thanks, Lokies, for being there for me, for your words of encouragement. Words can hardly describe how grateful I am for what you've done for me.
Thank You, God, for being my Abba Father, for Your grace and mercy which is renewed for us each day. Also, thank You for loving me.
Thank You, Jesus, for being dying on the cross for my sins. Thank You for being my Lord and Saviour, and once again, words can't describe how much I thank You.
Holy Spirit, thank You, for being my Guide, my Comforter and my Closest Friend.
Wednesday, December 19, 2007
Campfire Night.
Woke up early in the morning at about 7+. Then went to wash up and went off to serve breakfast. Very good breakfast. Afterwards we went to have session with Eric. Very good preacher, great man of God. He was good in getting our attention, even though we were tired. During worship, I cried. The wonderful, glorious presence of God was there. Then we went off for fun and games. We played scavenger hunt and went around looking for clues. we only got 4 clues out of the 6. No matter, we did our best. Then we were about to play a very dirty and wet game. Every group has a prisoner and those prisoners would be pelted with water bombs and eggs, by the prison warden. And the attackers would go and save the prisoners, but if they're tapped by the defenders, then he/she would go to jail and get pelted. I wasn't very pleased with the fact that I was gonna get dirty. THen in the nick of time, it started raining. Hallelujah! But then we went to play an improvised version of the game. The objective now would be to steal our opponents slippers, while making sure our own wasn't stolen. We had much fun. Then we went off to have a shower or to practice our drama. Had great fun once again, yours truly was in the production, as a zombie. He he...
Went off to enjoy the campfire after the rehearsals, we sang campfire songs and did our cheers and did the wave. It was very enjoyable. For those of you who didn;t come well, we still have next year!
Pastor Zhuang then preached a little on Christmas, we had much fun, caroling and all that. Then we were allowed to turn in earlier, but then we went to the canteen after my shower to fellowship with the other fellas who were down there. Some of us wanted to eat McDonalds for supper, don't you know it's fattening?! Anyways Sap and I went back to sleep first. Woke up the very next day and Joshua asked 'Did you know I kicked your head last night?' Well, praise the Lord, I'm a deep sleeper. Hehe...
Sunday, December 16, 2007
The blood we shed. The tears we cried (Not!)
Day 1
Assembled at Kuo Chuan presbyterian sec school for camp. started off with some ice breakers like Whacko! and then afterwards changed to...??? Did we change games? Sorry for the bad memory... I guess I'm a little STM. But anyways afterwards we did the House cheer. So it's something like...
Who are who are who are we?
We are we are we are who?
Who are we?
We are who?
Paladin Paladin all the way
Together we fight united we stand
V-I-C-T-O-R-Y
Victory victory is our cry
Paladin Paladin
Fight Fight Fight
(11x clap) Paladin
(11x clap) Paladin
Pala-pa-pa-pa
Paladin!
Yup, that's our cheer baby... Go Paladin! After that we went to put our stuff in the bunk and went for lunch. Great lunch. But then again if you're hungry anything tastes good. Hehe... Then we went off to play some fun (By which I mean dirty and wet) activities. We didn't manage to complete all due to time constraint, we had much fun though. Then we all assembled for a giant water balloon fight. We formed alliances with the other houses, or is it the other way around? In any case we formed alliances. Then we went against our word. Why? Because the other team was just waiting for us to use up our water balloons, then they attack us. But we're not that dumb. So we attacked them... Just like Hitler attacking Russia. But we emerged victorious, somewhat, unlike Hitler. Then we went off to have our shower and what not, I was the toilet IC along with Valerie (spelt right?) from Paladin 3. It's tough... If people won't listen to the toilet IC what more the Team leaders and Asst. Team leaders? Hats off to you guys. You were just fantastic. In the end I managed to get a shower, then went off to have dinner, it was Paladin's turn to serve and clean up, we didn't do a good job, turns out, so we had to do it again for day 2's breakfast. after thatwe went off to have session with Pastor Zhuang. Great man of God, great word he shared. then we went off to thehall for debrief... only to be taken for a night walk with blind folds on, didn't really enjoy it much cause I was pooped... But one thing the terrorist said was really funny...
Ever since I join Al Quaeda, I have never been to church. If I did, I would bomb it, just like that. (throws chain on to the ground)
I wanted to say 'go bomb lah' but decided not to... waste of saliva and energy. In the end we finished the night walk and went to sleep...
Hint to all those who are going for camp. Sleep in your sleeping bag, never on it.
Day 2 on another entry. Gotta get some ZZZ's, got work tomorrow.
Tuesday, December 11, 2007
Sheep and the shepherd
Thursday, December 6, 2007
My God is so real.
Went on to read certain articles by a man called Charles Darwin, he was the 'genius' who came up with the 'theory of evolution' and 'survival of the fittest'. According to Darwin we evolved from monkeys, and we are here because we were the smartest monkeys around. So slowly from monkeys we became man, and the reason why we are still man is because we inherited the 'human' genes from our 'once-were-monkey' ancestors. Wow! This statement rocked the foundations of faith for many people and strengthened the belief , for many, that God didn't exist. However scientists have now proven by experimentation on lab rats that this is not true. If scientist can prove Darwin was wrong then how did we come about? I leave it to you to decide, but I know God created everything. That's how I am where I am today.
Sir Isaac Newton, one of the world's most famed mathematicians once said:
Gravity explains the motions of the planets, but it cannot explain who set the planets in motion.
God governs all things and knows all that is or can be done.
This most beautiful system of the sun, planets, and comets, could only proceed from the counsel and dominion of an intelligent Being. … This Being governs all things, not as the soul of the world, but as Lord over all; and on account of His dominion He is wont to be called “Lord God” παντοκρατωρ [pantokratōr], or “Universal Ruler”. … The Supreme God is a Being eternal, infinite, absolutely perfect.
Opposition to godliness is atheism in profession and idolatry in practice. Atheism is so senseless and odious to mankind that it never had many professors.
All these facts are great in strengthening my faith, but these are just words. It is the personal experiences with God, my Abba Father, that let me know He is real. To all those who think me as a fool I have but one thing to say. God says I'm 'cool'!
Tuesday, December 4, 2007
At Last
After service we went to NTU to engage in sport activities, mainly B-ball. But that wasn't my cup of tea, so I went running instead. I ran 2.4 km, which was quite suprising. I never knew I could run on a day when I had a choice not to. But anyways the run was great. could feel the energy surging through me. Heheh. Then we decided to catch a movie, but not many people could come so we cancelled it. I was also supposed to have my first CL lesson, but due to the fact that we were having fun that day it was postponed to today (Tuesday).
So that's that, I will have my first CL lesson later in the evening, seeing that my house is being renovated right now it's a great idea to get outta the house.
Until then this is Ayron, keep on rawking for Christ!
Tuesday, November 27, 2007
Happy Birthday Andrew!
Thursday, November 22, 2007
In Christ Alone
He is my light, my strength, my song;
This Cornerstone, this solid Ground,
Firm through the fiercest drought and storm.
What heights of love, what depths of peace,
When fears are stilled, when strivings cease!
My Comforter, my All in All,
Here in the love of Christ I stand.
In Christ alone! – who took on flesh,
Fullness of God in helpless babe!
This gift of love and righteousness,
Scorned by the ones He came to save:
‘Til on that cross as Jesus died,
The wrath of God was satisfied –
For every sin on Him was laid;
Here in the death of Christ I live.
There in the ground His body lay,
Light of the world by darkness slain:
Then bursting forth in glorious Day
Up from the grave He rose again!
And as He stands in victory
Sin’s curse has lost its grip on me,
For I am His and He is mine –
Bought with the precious blood of Christ.
No guilt in life, no fear in death,
This is the power of Christ in me;
From life’s first cry to final breath,
Jesus commands my destiny.
No power of hell, no scheme of man,
Can ever pluck me from His hand;
‘Til He returns or calls me home,
Here in the power of Christ I’ll stand!
Love this hymn.
Wednesday, November 21, 2007
Randomness.
I miss the Cell Group... Everyday apart is like torture. I know, it sounds like some cheesy line from a very cheesy, cliche soap opera. But still it's the truth. Soon we'll be multiplying, And it's a good thing, but not something that I'm really enthu about. But still, I'll respect any decision our leaders make.
A&B update. I'll be accomplishing my A&B pledge for the month of November by this week. Praise the Lord. Still it's a struggle. Alot of nice looking things calling my name... All those things will have to wait...
Next year I'll be in Sec 4. It's gonna be a very stressful year for me, seeing as MOE has pushed O's forward... MT O's will be in May! Can you believe it?! But still this doesn't really concern me, seeing as I have been forced to take CLB. I'm gonna have to catch up with my POA if I'm gonna get good grades for my O's. Same goes for my maths, science, english. Unbelievable. I'm gonna have to improve on almost all of my subjects.
Saw many tanks and weapons used by different militaries all over the world. My favourite so far would have to be the T-34 tank of the Soviet Union. It's a well armoured tank. In fact it is the first tank in the world to incorporate sloping armour such that a piece of metal 5 cm thick when tilted at a certain angle can become 8-12cm thick. It's main armament is a 76.2mm F-34 tank gun. It's secondary armament is a 7.62mm DT machine gun. It used a 12-cyl. diesel model V-2, 500 hp (370 kW). It was an easily mass produced engine and easy to maintain. This made the T-34 a fast medium tank of the Soviet Union. Unfortunately this tank design was discontinued in 1996 after serving for 56 years. Now to get a T-34 would cost approximately US$ 20,000 -US$ 40,000.
This is really random stuff.
Monday, November 19, 2007
19/11/2007
Last Sunday's service was really unique. Pastor Phil came to paint and preach! it was really great, he entitled his painting 'The Cross'. Though it took some time for the picture to truly take form, when it did I was truly mesmerized by the picture. It touched my heart. After that we went to look at more of Pastor Phil's artwork. Was really, really, really, fantastically nice! Prices were even nicer. But the way he paints is such that he can just dab the brush on the canvas, and sooner or later the picture just takes form. If I could paint like that, My art grade would be better. Had a great time of fellowship afterwards. Carol blessed me with alot of things that day. Thanks Carol! Then we took a video called 'America's ugliest models'. It's so funny lah! Me and Sap were the judges and Lokies and Carol took turns being Tyra Banks. It was very comical. wonder if Lokies can send to me the vid...
I'm really proud of our church as well. we were expecting $22,000,000 for this Arise and Build, but, we managed to raise a total of $26,000,000++. Well Done City Harvest! Together we will be expecting 50,000 members before we have our new stadium! I can't wait, but then again, all good things come to those who wait. I'm also expecting 50 members for our Cell Group by December. It's gonna be tough, but if God is with me I can do all things. I'm really excited about next week's worship service with Reuben Morgan!
Till then this is Ayron.
Friday, November 16, 2007
I Love You.
"Ayron."
And I said, "Yes, Lord."
"I love you."
3 little words, with such great meaning. It touched me. I know my God is real, and I love Him too!
Tuesday, November 13, 2007
Doubts. Fustrations
Monday, November 12, 2007
Here I go!
I remember what I did.
I did not know much then.
But I was looking for the lost.
Now the fire has died.
Down to nothing more than cinders.
All that was left were burnt logs,
and ashes...
But You. You came and reignited me
All it took was one log,
and a spark.
And the fire burns again.
The wind blows hard,
trying to extinguish my flame.
But He comes and adds more fuel.
Thus my flame burns brighter.
Yes the harvest is great!
But the labourers are few.
So here I am Lord.
Send me.
Armed with a sickle,
and a basket.
The harvest is ready
It's time to bring it in.
Here I go.
Into all the earth.
Living out Your Word.
Making Your praise heard!
Friday, November 9, 2007
Looking at my fruits
Hui Mei then asked all of us to share on our leaders, be it cell group leaders, ex-cell group leaders, or even one of the helpers. Joshua shared first, then Lokies and Schumann shared as well. Hui Mei asked for 2 more people to share, then she called me. I was, at this point torn in 2 parts, 1 part saying 'You don't have to share.' The other saying 'But I want to.' In the end I shared, about what I felt about myself. Trying my best not to cry, I ended. Joshua then spoke to me, telling me, how I've been willing to serve, everytime he asks for something I would be there to say 'Yes, I can do it'. Tears flowed down my eyes, as emotion overwhelmed me, expecting someone to say 'Yeah, see how you've been, see how you've acted.' In short, expecting someone to rebuke me. Instead Joshua spoke to me of what I've done and been. And I've never thought of myself this way. Lokies then spoke, saying how I've been a source of strength to him, how I've been there for him. Again, I never saw myself in this light. Schumann spoke to me saying, "Look at your fruits." I thought about what he said, and I realized I've never looked at my fruits, nor have I given myself credit for what I've done and been. Instead I've beaten myself up over my failures and told myself I could have always done better, even when I've put in my best. I'm not trying to put myself in the spotlight y'know. But I just wanna share this with all the people who are like me. stop beating yourself up. Instead give credit for what you've done and been, and always look at your fruits.
Till then, this is Ayron.
Thursday, November 8, 2007
My computer and I
1) Reformat it and pray for the best.
If after reformating it still doesn't work,
2) Live without a computer.
But if I can't live without a computer, (And I can't)
3) Get a new Paladin Computer.
I'd very much rather have the Paladin Computer. Mum! Break out the Cheque book.
My cash for the building fund is increasing steadily. But I have my doubts of whether I can accomplish it or not... But by the Grace of God it will be completed. If I work extra hard I may be able to complete my building fund by end of December. Also because of the Breakaway Youth Camp I will not be going to work on the 13th to 15th of December... I'm torn between going for the camp and working towards my building fund.
On the whole this week has been quite good even if tiring. God has blessed me with a new book and a new computer game. Hellgate: London. But it's no use having a game if you can't play it on a computer eh? Well, like I said this week has been quite good, it would have been even better without a stubborn computer. It's as stubborn as a mule. (Sorry, animal lovers)
So, until then, this is Ayron signing off.
Wednesday, November 7, 2007
Arise(ing) and Build(ing)
At last in the blogging world
You'll be hearing more from me! Rawk On!